2 years since last chemotheraphy treatment

I remember two years ago like it was yesterday. Christmas was coming up, I had just finished all my treatments and it was now "just" a matter of waiting for THE scan. Everyone said "It´s finally over, you have no more treatments and it´s all good..." but I was feeling worse than ever, because now I could not do anything else then to wait, and such a long wait it became. 3 months!
Then finally on the 28:th of February 2011 the doctors told me that the cancer was gone. Magical news!
Since then I have been on a numerus check ups. The first year every 3 months, then every 6 months.
Last week I went for another one. This time my doctor told me that the risk of a relapse is very slim :) That felt good to hear.
Now it fels like the future is everything :)

Happy Christmas!

Time goes too quick! Maya is now 7 months old already and I am sorry but I just do not have the time to write so much in this blog at the moment. Perheps I can wtite a bit now in the coming weeks because Mike has got 3 weeks of work :)

Maya is a fast learner. She can sit up and crawl, and she started to try her voice out more and more. She can also grip two items and play together etc. She is also eating more and more food, less and less milk :)
Right now she is in the process of learning to stand up, she likes to grab hold of things and she is trying to pull herself up towards it.
We have made her room into a play area. She loves it!

Maya 4 months

Sorry that it has been such a long time since I have updated the blog. I have been so busy. Maya takes up all my time, but I love it! Here are some more pictures of my sweety!

She loves it in the swing

Linn, Tuva and Maya

Maya doesnt like the dummy, but I just had to push this one in!

Playing

Playing at Lillys place

In the pram

Hello!

At Björnasjö lake

At Björnasjö lake

Maya on her playmat

Video

Progress

4-5 weeks old


7 weeks old


Maya loves the baby playmat.


Pretty in purple


Midsummer food + BBQ




Pretty for Midsummer


My Dad and Karin are visiting


William (our Godson) turns 2 years old.


Erika (Mayas Godmother)


We took a walk down the beautiful lake/mountain the day before Midsummer.






We met up with "Mothers to be/baby group" last week in Lindsdal. Everyone have had their babies now.


Maya & Lilly


Love


Stroking the cat.


BBQ with the staff from Montessori school in Tvärskog.


I went to see when my students graduated. They were all so pretty and I miss them a lot.


The girls are visiting.


Ida A came to visit last week.


One tired Maya.


It is amazing how Maya could grow and develop in my womb.


Time go so fast!
We have been really busy with everything. Maya takes up almost all my time. She is awake most of the day, and she sleeps well at night. I love it!
We have had a lot of visitors from friends and family. I have tons of pictures. I would like to put them all up on the blog, but its not possible ;)

Poem

A million times I saw the sunshine,
but never as brightly... until you

A million times I saw the bright stars,
but never did they shone so brilliant...until you

A million times I heard the birds sing,
But I never heard what they were saying...until you

A million times I smiled,
but I never smiled with my heart...until you

A million times I awoke,
but I never awoke with happiness...until you

A million times I loved,
but I have never really loved...until you

Maya 1 month old

Picture taken today


I cannot believe it. It has already been 1 month since Maya was born. Time has just flew by!

LOVE

To my beautiful daughter

I love you more than words could ever describe.

I would die for you.

I could kill to protect you.

I promise that I will do everything I possibly can to make sure that you get a good and happy life.

From now on you are my life, and I will love you until the end of time.