Stop and think

It feels like everything in my life is happening in rapid speed. Things are happening so fast at the moment and there is not much time to stop and think.
On my way to Kalmar today I had 45 min in the car alone to sink down in my thoughts. I realized how happy and lucky I am.
It is not long ago since I had a monster in my body (the cancer) and now things are totally different. I have a life growing inside of me. My feelings and hormones are running wild right now. Is this really happening? Sometimes I have to pinch my arm to make sure that I am not dreaming. Tears of happiness are flowing down my cheeks.